Wat is Balance?

..find it so hard 2 achieve nowadays...s in relationship..n da balance between college life n rest time..at times i'd feel lk quitin everythin n juz rest at home..nothin that'll bother me then..sometimes when a certain expectation is set..ppl tend 2 hope that it wud turn out that way..da fact is nothin'll turn out 2 b wat u wan in tis world..there'll always b setbacks..so that u'll noe wats important n wat's not..i guess i've expect 2 much..cuz it's not parallel wit wat've i expected 2 b..it turn out that v actually doesn't noe each other well..is it 2 b cont expectin again or juz put it on a permanent halt?..things wud b pretty much da same s wats happenin now til both agree on a path..