Most Important Thing in Life

..fren of cuz..that's wat v cant really live witout..
i feel much better now..i guess i'll b able 2 get over it permanently soon..
assignment finally done..
a very very last min de..very fun doin last min work..

sat gonna cut hair then watch mui performance at bkt jalil..
overnite at will place..
then its pay back time..
juz lk my chemical romance de album name- 3 cheers 4 sweet revenge..
lol..wanna trash usj 99..haha..
if any1 here free and got activity pls invite me oso..i wanna join..
i wanna be in the tranquil of sounds n voices..
wanna b wit every1 i noe n mayb meet some1 new..
wanna feel somethin new n fresh..

Back 2 Nightmare

..o shit..hol end..
n seems lk everythin turned gloomy again..
sigh..back 2 coll d..
sigh..really wish cud hav more time wit fren..

i hate fights..which kinda bgin 2 show itself through assignment n stuff..
really hard 2 find same frens s wat i hav now..
which at least noe n understand me..
its lk s if im in da survivor series in coll..
hectic..pressure..hardly laugh..hmm..

i found out wat's been keepin me sad..
its habit..n oso loneliness..
habit cuz of......habit...
loneliness cuz i find no sense of belonging at current life if witout fren 2 chat..
the earlier was no longer a prob now..
in fact im really happy..
cuz...blessin in disguise finally show itself i guess..
wat that mite turn out 2 b a bad endin had now turn a rare sight..
the latter i still need time 2 adjust myself in coll..

ppl say habit can change..
but hw often v'll c a person change his habit?..
especially if da habit is somethin worth every moment 2 treasure..
habit show hw u react 2 ur surroundin..n hw it affect u..
changin it show sincerity n determination..
n wat u've promised 2 some1..

im tryin new postin style..
u guys tink wud tis post's postin style better than da previous posts?..
do tell me wat u tink ya..
cuz i tink this wud appear easier 2 read..

Breeze

..last nite finally..its solved..feel lk much lighter now..cuz all da mist of mistery is cleared..hmm..on da contrary..if theres no start..there'll b no endin..cuz u wont noe wat is happiness witout feelin sadness..all these is part of life cycle..i've learn appreciatin wat in hand now..now that i let it go..hope everythin'll start a new..juz lk wat v both agreed..hmm..no tinkin back of past..cuz it'll juz slow u down n drag u 2 suffer..whose fault..whose blame..these things no longer important..cuz there'll always b rainbow after da rain..n it's juz view of perspective that alter 1's thought..wish her luck..givin is better than receivin..

Holiday Blues

..at least i hav somethin 2 do now..thx..but still..hmmm..



tagged by: yi ping



1. What is the most important thing in your life?
4 now..her..but then..hmm..



2. Will you consider a sexual relationship before marriage?
not in mood 2 tink bout it..



3. Do you smoke?
nope..



4. What is the latest gadget you own?
a thumbdrive..



5. Who did you mostly text yesterday?
her..



6. How old are you and are you a virgin?
17.75 years old..yea..



7. What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
em..bus ticket i guess..



8. Chocolate, oreos or villa?
choc..



9. Where do you wish to get married?
new zealand..



10. How old you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
cant tink of it now..



11. How many kids do you want?
cant tink of it now oso..



12. Are you in love?
it's complicated..



13. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
dinner i always had at home de..but i guess da last restaurant is McD..



14. Name the latest book that you had bought?
my foundation eng textbook..



15. What is your full name?
lame question..



16. Do you prefer your mother or your father?
mom i guess..



17. Do you believe in GOD?
no really..but more of da cycle of karma n stuff lk that..



18. Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time?
juz her'll do..



19. Christina or Britney?
huh?



20. Do you do your laundry?
nope..my mom does it 4 me..



21. The most exciting place you want to go?
alaska..2 c tis..



22. Hugs or kisses?
both de..but then..hmm..


23. Single or attached?
it's complicated..


24. Point out 5 things that made the person who tagged you associated with you.
i. 1 of my frisb teammate
ii. 1 of my gud fren
iii. facebook.com
iv. blogger.com
v. hotmail.com


i tagged...chee kin, joey & zhi shan..

The Call-Regina Spektor(Narnia-Prince Caspian)

The Call - Regina Spektor

It started out as a feeling

Which then grew into a hope

Which then turned into a quiet thought

Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder

'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back

When you call me

No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing

Doesn't mean it's never

Been this way before

All you can do is try to know

Who your friends are

As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon

And follow the light

You'll come back

When it's over

No need to say good bye

You'll come back

When it's over

No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning

It's just a feeling and now one knows yet

But just because they can't feel it too

Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger

'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back

When they call you

No need to say good bye

You'll come back

When they call you

No need to say good bye

..sometimes wat's a lost mayb is also a bleesin in disguise..at least it end in quiet n peace..feel kinda lk tis song..a bittersweet ending..optismistic yet touchin..tis movie is nice..2 bad they dun hav more time 2 tell susan n caspian's love affection..if not im sure it'll b way better suit wit da song..my top recommended original soundtrack 4 now..4 those who read tis..make sure u'll always b appreciate wat that is around u..cuz i really learnt alot from wat i've been through..mayb u'll underestimate it 4 now..but when u really lost somethin that really matters 2 u..u'll noe wat appreciate means..wats strange is that ppl'll oni regret once they lost somethin..n sometimes it'll b 2 late 2 do anythin..4 those who regained wats lost..pls do treasure it now n always..dun leave it til da very last of time..lettin go is a release..a path 2 peace..da best way 2 solve any conflict..n now i understand it..

Early Winter

..next whole week i gonna hav my holidays..mostly gonna spend it wit assignment i guess..even if there's no assignment i tink i myself oso dunno wat 2 do..hmm..seems lk snow starts fallin down fron da sky 4 me..a brief 1 or a blizzard?..well..i dunno..she seems lk avoidin me..i guess..hmm..mayb she's bz wit exam..but if so..hw come..there's time 4 wonderin around rather than revisin?..that 1 i dunno..relax perhaps..hmm..

I Wont Give Up & I'll Always B Waiting 4 U

..assignment almost cramped me up..mayb its better 2 let it tranquilize me 4 da time bein..mayb i shud let her 2 hav some time n space 2 tink..juz that sometimes it's hard 2 feel lonely..but i hav 2 tink in her perspective 2..actually i can solve it wit her if oni i cud get in2 her..cuz i tink sumhw im still outside of her..i hardly can hav da chance 2 explain myself..mayb she doesn't wanna noe my reasons..cuz she's been 2 protective of me..dun wan me 2 b left alone..but in da process she hurt herself..until it forms a pressure on herself..that make her feel so hard 2 communicate wit me..i feel both of us so lk bein framed by fate..wat i hope now is mayb someday later she wud listen 2 my explaination..at least 2 noe wat i've done n y..sumhw i still feel there's still some words she kept inside her..i dun wish her 2 b suffer cuz of me..hmmm..ni way..i wont ever giv up n i'll always b waitin 4 u..

The Recall

..i recall back those beautiful memories wit u again..there's a warm flow of feelin rushin 2 da heart..how i wish i cud juz stay at that time frames where v used 2 b..those happy moments..heart touchin scenes..i feel so com4table wit u by my side..so relax..u r lk my everythin..but i guess i ruin it did i..hurtin u so much..im so so sorry..i feel that i really start 2 loosin u..fully loosin u..im afraid..afraid that its all over 4 me..afraid that u juz walk away from my reality....

Am I Dead?

..i cant heard my heart beat..it's lk its dead or its reluctant 2 cont..sometimes i find it hard 2 bear da nite..cuz whenever im alone or in quiet surroundin..she's da 1st that comes in my mind..memories can b wat that inspire u..but it can b oso wat that stops u from progressin..if u ever watch will smith's im da legend..i guess v almost share da same feelin minus da hate..fren mite b ur cure..but in my case its lk hoping 2 c flyin stars everynite..my fault oso mayb..wat i can do now is juz 2 let time 2 consume my pain..set it free..let it go..hope it gone..wish it well..thats one of da hardest things 2 do..after that mayb i'll juz keep my heart in a locker n froze it up..til some1 find it n melt it again..so lk davy jones's style..

Letting It Go

..never thought of tis song wud sound so real now..hmm..journey that crosses each other b4'll eventually separate each other..there'll b pain n sadness s both journey entangled each other 4 a long time..but it'll b fine..cuz both shared many beautiful memories 2gather..da stars' bottle..da 1st movie..da 1st kiss..da bbq nite..da arguement..n many otherz.........both'll cont their journey hoping each other da best of luck..one'll still always look after da other 1..ensure that there's no harm or gloominess appear..cuz 1'll still love da other very much..even though da cruelty of fact did seperate both..

Wat is Balance?

..find it so hard 2 achieve nowadays...s in relationship..n da balance between college life n rest time..at times i'd feel lk quitin everythin n juz rest at home..nothin that'll bother me then..sometimes when a certain expectation is set..ppl tend 2 hope that it wud turn out that way..da fact is nothin'll turn out 2 b wat u wan in tis world..there'll always b setbacks..so that u'll noe wats important n wat's not..i guess i've expect 2 much..cuz it's not parallel wit wat've i expected 2 b..it turn out that v actually doesn't noe each other well..is it 2 b cont expectin again or juz put it on a permanent halt?..things wud b pretty much da same s wats happenin now til both agree on a path..

Busted U8

...next time or on july..u wont b able 2 beat us again..cuz i saw hw u guys play d..n there's not much space of improvement 4 u guys d..noe y v lost?..cuz v din plan our tactics..n s far s im concerned..u guys did hav some tactics which v din used b4..v now on our changin phrase..wait til u c us again..n im sure my team mates'll b lookin 4ward 2 send u guys 2 dustbin..