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The most beautiful day in your life?

Today

The easiest thing to do in life?

A mistake

What's the greatest obstacle?

Fear

The most profound tragedy in life?

Abandonment

The root of all evil?

Egotism

The greatest failure?

Lack of faith

The best teachers?

Kids

The absolute prime need?

Contact with another human being

What brings a person the greatest feeling of satisfaction?

Being of help to somebody and being appreciated

The greatest mystery?

Death

The most serious human failing?

Lack of sense of humor

The greatest enemy?

Deceit and lies

The worst emotion?

Anger

The most wonderful gift?

Forgiveness

The best defense?

A smile

The best medicine?

Optimism

The greatest might on Earth?

Faith

Do misses sms-ing

Cause without them it's like even more free and bored

So many blanks thoughts here and there

But rely too much on them will cause addiction/attachment

Which i don't want to became dependency of them

2.5 years more to reach the next possible turning point

Beyond that point is very much unknown

Just like immune system

If i survived the pain i'll turn immune to it

Hope so

Back to Quiet Life

Really had fun these few months

Had some taste of what absent from me for quite some time

Learnt a bit more

Thanks for all that happened during the journey

But now i should go back to my life before these

Like the way things are now

But it's just not suitable for me

Or i'm not suitable for it

Time to pack up and return

My temper is a double-edged sword

A thorn aura

A berserk

Scared of being a ghost

But don't want to hurt people around me

It'd better to stick with that character

Cause in the end its the same outcome

Different is i still will see the people i want to see

Even though they might not know me then

And that it wont reach them

古巨基 - 情歌王

（forever love 王力宏） 爱你不是因为你的美而已 我越来越爱你 每个眼神触动我的心 （两个人的烟火 黎明） 最爱你的是我 否则你怎麽让我 否则我怎麽可能赴汤蹈火 你说什麽都做 （如果．爱 张学友） 如果这就是爱 在转身就该勇敢留下来 就算受伤就算流泪 都是生命里温柔灌溉 （童话 光良） 我要变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手 变成翅膀守护你 你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里 （很爱很爱你 刘若英） 往更多幸福的地方飞去 很爱很爱你只有让你拥有爱情 我才安心 （我愿意 王菲） 我愿意为你我愿意为你 我愿意为你忘记我姓名 只要你真心拿爱与我回应 我什麽都愿意 为你 （好想好想 古巨基） 好想好想 好想好想 好想好想和你在一起 （明天我要嫁给你了 周华健） 明天我要嫁给你啦 明天我要嫁给你啦 要不是你问我 要不是你劝我 要不是适当的时候你让我心动 （不得不爱 潘玮柏/弦子） 天天都需要你爱 我的心思由你猜 i love you 我就是要你让我每天都精彩 （阴天 莫文蔚） 开始总是分分钟 都妙不可言 谁都以为热情它永不会减 总之那几年 感性赢了理性那一面 （飞机场的10:30 陶喆） baby baby baby baby  O baby baby O baby 是不是拥有以后就会开始要失去 我给你的越多 你却越想要躲 爱已无法回答所有的问题 （那么爱你为什么 黄品源/莫文蔚） 离开你是傻是对是错 是看破是软弱 这结果是爱是恨或者是什么 （你怎么舍得我难过 黄品源） 最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过 对你付出了这麽多 你却没有感动过 （爱我别走 张震岳） 爱我别走 如果你说你不爱我 不要听见你真的说出口 再给我一点温柔 （让我欢喜让我忧 周华健） 就请你给我多一点点时间 再多一点点问候 不要一切都带走 就请你给我多一点点空间 再多一点点温柔 不要让我如此难受 （原来你什么都不想要 张惠妹） 原来你什么都不想要 我不要你的承诺 不要你的永远 只要你真真切切爱我一遍 就算虚荣也好,贪心也好 最怕你把沉默,当做对我的回答 原来你什么都不想要 （用心良苦 张宇） 你说你想要逃 偏偏注定要落脚 情灭了爱熄了 剩下空心要不要 （祝福 张学友） 伤离别离别虽然在眼前 说再见再见不会太遥远  若有缘有缘就能期待明天 你和我重逢在灿烂的季节 （吻别 张学友） 我和你吻别在无人的街 让风痴笑我不能拒绝 我和你吻别在狂乱的夜 我的心等着迎接伤悲 （把悲伤留给自己 陈升） 能不能让我陪着你走 既然你说留不住你 回去的路有些黑暗 担心让你一个人走 （征服 那英） 就这样被你征服切断了所有退路 我的心情是坚固我的决定是糊涂 （听海 张惠妹） 听海哭的声音 叹惜着谁又被伤了心 （味道 辛晓琪） 像你身上的味道 我想念你的吻 和手指淡淡烟草味道 记忆中曾被爱的味道 （我怀念的 孙燕姿） 我怀念的是无话不说 我怀念的是一起作梦 我怀念的是争吵以后 还是想要爱你的冲动 我记得那年生日 也记得那一首歌 记得那片星空 最紧的右手 最暖的胸口 （领悟 辛晓琪） 我多麽痛的领悟 你曾是我的全部 只愿你挣脱情的枷锁 爱的束缚任意追逐 别再为爱受苦 （月亮惹的祸 张宇） 都是你的错在你的眼中 总是藏着让人又爱又怜的朦胧 都是你的错你的痴情梦 像一个魔咒 被你爱过还能为谁蠢动 （我们的爱 fir） 我们的爱 过了就不再回来 直到现在 我还默默的等待 我们的爱 我明白 已变成你的负担 只是永远 我都放不开 最后的温暖 （你把我灌醉 黄大炜） 你把我灌醉你让我流泪 扛下了所有罪我拚命挽回 你把我灌醉你让我心碎 爱得收不回 （眼泪 范晓萱） oh 眼泪 眼泪都是我的体会 成长的滋味 oh 眼泪 忍住眼泪不让你看见 我在改变 孤单的感觉 你从不曾发现 我笑中还有泪 （情非得已 庾澄庆） 只怕我自己会爱上你 不敢让自己靠的太近 怕我没什么能够给你 爱你也需要很大的勇气 （你是如此难以忘记 梁朝伟） 你是如此的难以忘记 浮浮沉沉的在我心里 改变自己需要多少勇气 翻腾的心情该如何平息 （心太软 任贤齐） 你总是心太软心太软 把所有问题都自己扛 相爱总是简单相处太难 不是你的就别再勉强 （forever love 王力宏） forever love forever love 我只想用我这一辈子去爱你 从今以后 你会是所有 幸福的理由 forever love forever love forever love 

Living or Dead

I exist
And pass by alot of people daily
So i'm not dead
But people pass by as if im not even there
I see others walking on and off
And im just sitting there
Does feels more like an lifeless object than a living person
So am i dead or still living?

矛盾

Know whats both hate and love in one
矛盾的故事

So ARRGGHH !!

Of music boxes and passer bys

Some moments in our life
We will bump into some beautiful music boxes
We would want to get one even though we cant afford it yet
But what we dont know is that the interested crowd of people is not just us
And of cause first come first served
We would feel disappointed for being not able to get it
But everything is by chance
Which is sometimes really like 向左走向右走
Just will lack that touch

But mostly in our life
We are like music box
Staying on the shelf waiting for our turn
Sometimes we would feel envy of those that left earlier than us
Feel uneasy when the passer by choose the one beside you but just not you
Feel glad for your other music boxes that were chosen but just not quite happy with the outcome
Scared that you would just remain there alone

But in the end passer by will get music box
All music box will have a passer by
All passer by will have a music box

Loser vs Winner

Winner - emotions
Loser - logics

只记好兮不记坏

Atmosphere

I like both quiet and loud
Like how quiet looks like
Just like a spirit who sees and hears everything
Like the warmth of loud
The belonging-ness which it brings
But these two just cannot seems to merge well together
Waste

How contradicting it is for human to know where the mistakes are
But yet still fall for it
Know what should be done
But do not have the courage to do so
If its just the way of how human thought
Why cant it be revert back
Weird

Eye. Heart.

Sometimes do wonder how is it feel to be blind
Worst thing is you lost all your intermediate directions
But you see things better
That view of materialistic, instant surge of anger, envy and all the bad things to our perception is gone.
Cause the instant you are blind
You care more for what happens around you.
Cause there's less obstructions to the truth of what happened
You'll start looking at things with heart
You feel the words that are spoken
Not the sights that often covered in mist
Too bad people often act to what they saw.
Tired

=(

No mood
Feel left out
Jerk
Tired
Want to lost some memory
No memory no feel
Nothing
Empty
Everything starts from zero

Teh O Ice

No teh o ice for today
Slurpee just doesn't feel right
Just lack that bit of sweetness
Feel like lacking some sweet ending for the day
Less sweet less glucose less energy
No mood =(