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What should I believe in...?

I'm lost...

Your voice just seems fading away...

I'm scared...

Everything starts to decolorizes...

Why it all happened...

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I hope things will stay

Just like how it was before

Pheonix

Saw someone who played frisbee

Looks interesting

Should get her join and know her maybe

Hmm

Its pain

Pain to know the truth

But having to ignore it

Its just feels like how Melinda faces Jim after his death

Everything just roll back to how it starts again

Woke up from a beautiful dream

And I'm back to where I was

How silly

To thought that dream was reality

To the extend i'd thought i was just like the character in Avatar

Except that the ending was of the sky people won over the Na'vi

Anyway i was turning invisible

It's just that now i know i'd need another century to find back the colors

It just turn out to be that i've been in contact with someone who scared of unknown

Not to be blame

It's just human nature

Just fear that the person would never walk out of the shadow

I'm very tired

Tired of ups and downs

Maybe i should just close my eyes

So many things to be argue about

And yet i don't feel like retaliate at all

I gave up.

I thought working was tiring and boring

But i like the 5 days i spent working with the people at MIFF

Somehow it give that joyous fun feeling

Feels new, exciting, fresh etc

Not like how it is with ninos

It's getting more dull as the dates flew by

Perhaps there's nothing much to anticipate for

Perhaps we joke less

Maybe i just got bored of it just like the games on facebook

Sorry ya little ghost

I'm a weird person

I got bored easily

Don't want you to be influenced by me

But thanks for everything