On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright
Then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised
Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes
But you'll always be my hero
Even though you've lost your mind

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie

Now there's gravel in our voices
Glass is shattered from the fight
In this tug of war, you'll always win
Even when I'm right
'Cause you feed me fables from your hand
With violent words and empty threats
And it's sick that all these battles
Are what keeps me satisfied

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie

So maybe I'm a masochist
I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave
Til the walls are goin' up
In smoke with all our memories

This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
Smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
Hush baby, speak softly, tell me you'll be sorry
That you pushed me into the coffee table last night
So I can push you off me
Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
Run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy
Baby, without you, I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me
Then tell me how ugly I am, but that you'll always love me
Then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
Destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we
Know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs
That we'll have each other's backs, 'cause we're that lucky
Together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of molehills,
You hit me twice, yeah, but who's countin'?
I may have hit you three times, I'm startin' to lose count
But together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain
Our love is crazy, we're nuts, but I refused counsellin'
This house is too huge, if you move out I'll burn all two thousand
Square feet of it to the ground, ain't shit you can do about it
With you I'm in my f-ckin' mind, without you, I'm out it

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie

Love the way you lie

Hohoho explosivess =D

"Today, I get to share with you the visual companion piece to my new single, 'Grenade.' The song is about loving someone so deeply, and the pain of knowing that the person you love does not feel the same. The actions in this video serve as a metaphor, and should not be taken literally. I am aware of the power of visual media, and I encourage everyone who watches this video to understand that it is an artistic interpretation of the song, and not something to imitate." -- Bruno Mars

..love the metaphor...

....and this's lyrics...

Dislike after waiting reply from people then getting no answer

Dislike troubling others for my own convenience

Dislike being empty handed

Dislike going through troubles of getting things done

Dislike sometimes how things are handled

Dislike myself for being not flexible

Dislike pressure

But i really wanna fulfill our promise

Wanna continue with the glowstick

Wanna spent the day with you

Wanna see you

Thanks for thinking for me though

Appreciate it alot

But ya, sorry

I'd always had the habit of looking at my phone

In case i'd miss a message of yours or forgot to send my message to you

The morning you who always still on your bed when i message you

And the night you who always send message even when i fall asleep

The lameness etc

That's you

豆浆，油条，粥

LOL

I'm still no good with people

Should just live in jungles

Might have better communication with animals

loong, mana ini d a?

woohoo..besar n small de lin zi gang !

I hate to be sucks

Maybe i'm not suitable for it

Whatever

I'm not anyone's only ones

Maybe just you

Sometimes i just sees there are just one person in the earth

Even though there are millions of person exists

Think i found out that the more specific reason for why i prefer staying at home

It's cause of belongingness

Friends, classmates, teammates etc etc

Sometimes I'd feel that i'm just an addition

Like a side dish you know

Think thats why i walk away every time i feel so

At least i have my bed my desserts etc at home

At least i feel belonged to the place

Maybe thats why i express to you about how i feel

Sometimes angry sometimes happy sometimes worry etc etc

Maybe cause i just see you and non other i guess

I know its hard for you sometimes

I'm not that senseless not knowing that

And ya

Thank you and Sorry for being there for me

我 怀 念 的 是 爭 吵 以 后 還 是 想要 愛 你 的 沖 動

loong loong...
50 bucks only aaaaa...
LOL....
cute cute micey oso nice....
vege burger =S
lin zi gang <3
hahaha....

i love my sweetheart alot =D

Loong wanna kiss Loong

LOL !

Do you wanna kiss yourself?

=DD

Think about us when was hearing few years old d de chinese songs

Starting always stays so sweet dont you think

Im tired of the complexity

Misses the simple things about us

Hmm whatever la

You: Vanilla ice cream flavored

Me: Bubur ayam flavored

Doink !

Posting this since you say nothing is posted.

Haha.

Like you said...

We tell each other whats on our mind so there's not much to write about.

Hmm..

I miss Old Town then McD then car.

+ U and stay strong la...

The Only Exception

Smile

I like the notes you leave for me

"Thanks for not giving up" &

"Remember how it felt like"

Like the sushi places

Like the bookstore corner

Like the tickling feel

Like the feel of sometimes sour but yet don't know what to say

Smile like pika =D

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it

"He's singing to a girl that he is in love with. Possibly she won't give him all of her, she won't admit that she loves him as much as he does her.

He's telling her to just let go of everything and fall in love with him cause she's all he needs.

I love the line that says
"Well bless my soul
you're a lonely soul
cause you wont let go
of anything you hold"

like he's saying please come into my life, you are lonely cause you can't let the past go "

-Greggumz

New degree year [+u]

New schedule [sucks]

New classmates [unknown]

New pants [fat]

New stress [unknown]

New resolution [get more 1st grades]

New license [almost]

New game [hotel city]

New aspiration [hunt mouses..just get the goddamn mouses in my trap =D]

C=

C=

What should I believe in...?

I'm lost...

Your voice just seems fading away...

I'm scared...

Everything starts to decolorizes...

Why it all happened...

=C

I hope things will stay

Just like how it was before

Pheonix

Saw someone who played frisbee

Looks interesting

Should get her join and know her maybe

Hmm

Its pain

Pain to know the truth

But having to ignore it

Its just feels like how Melinda faces Jim after his death

Everything just roll back to how it starts again

Woke up from a beautiful dream

And I'm back to where I was

How silly

To thought that dream was reality

To the extend i'd thought i was just like the character in Avatar

Except that the ending was of the sky people won over the Na'vi

Anyway i was turning invisible

It's just that now i know i'd need another century to find back the colors

It just turn out to be that i've been in contact with someone who scared of unknown

Not to be blame

It's just human nature

Just fear that the person would never walk out of the shadow

I'm very tired

Tired of ups and downs

Maybe i should just close my eyes

So many things to be argue about

And yet i don't feel like retaliate at all

I gave up.

I thought working was tiring and boring

But i like the 5 days i spent working with the people at MIFF

Somehow it give that joyous fun feeling

Feels new, exciting, fresh etc

Not like how it is with ninos

It's getting more dull as the dates flew by

Perhaps there's nothing much to anticipate for

Perhaps we joke less

Maybe i just got bored of it just like the games on facebook

Sorry ya little ghost

I'm a weird person

I got bored easily

Don't want you to be influenced by me

But thanks for everything

I really wish you were here.

I'm so alone.

Nothing to cling on.

I want my whisperer.

So badly.

=(

All the CNY noises gone as you are gone weih..

Sounds like you are the noisiest person for me..

Haha..

Nothing much to update about er..

Everyday kinda same..

Hmmm...

Uncle Kracker - Smile

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Because it takes two to whisper quietly...

Nankurunaisa

Miss the "Bang !" word

And all the insignificant yet meaningful words

Why is it there's always nothing to say

But always wishes to hear you

How weird

Eh

I still screwed up things

I got bored when there's no responses

Cause i'm just too lazy to care anymore

Just like the feel when play game until so high is the level then no one can match the level

Kind of lonely and lost the fun of continue

Not that i'm angry or don't want to talk

But it's just feel.....pointless

Sigh

You far far away

If not can ask you help think think or help help

Anyway

Let it be la

Really lazy making pointless effort

Don't like talking to wall also

You back d I'll tell you more la...

Ne-Yo - Never Knew I Needed

(ooh) for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)
for the ending of my first begin
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
and for the rare and unexpected friend
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily (ever after) (oh oh oh)
the way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed (oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here always

who'd knew that i'd be here (who'd knew that i'd be here oh oh)
so unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
undeniablely happy (hey)
said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)

girl you're the..
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (said i needed oh oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (needed oh)
so now it's so clear i need you here always
baby baby
now it's so clear i need you here always

Owl City - Fireflies & Vanilla Twilight

Fireflies lyrics
Songwriters: Young, Adam;

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

'Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

Vanilla Twilight lyrics
Songwriters: Young, Adam;

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

Quiet

Feel lonely

That voice just gone from radar again

I feels like lost in a forest

Scared of the dark

No light

That soothing voice just cant be heard

Really hope to heard you more

I'll wait for you to come back

Finally done and upload my assignment on internet.

Screwed up documentation i think.

Many missing details after passed up only realized.

I want first grade.

Hope still can manage to achieve that.

The first try. Normal except broken ASP.net.


The second try. ASP.net worked.

Damn.

Its just the 1st full day without whisperer's voice.

And i'm aching all over.

Really need whisperer's voice.

Going to hold on until weekend for you.

You know.

Weekdays ain't easy to pass without the voices.

I really missed the past weekdays.

I wonder is it that i really need someone's accompany or just you.

I don't know.

Just know i'm aching now.

Its pain.

Weird feeling, maybe feeling the void reopens for a brief time frame?

These few months really have been very happy for me.

Nothing really seems upset me.

Like yesterday ALOT.

My ghost whisperer not going to be around for quite some while.

Wonder there's anyone else that can speak to ghost?

Hmm....