........

How does it feel to be someone who exist but seemingly invisible?
A shadow's feeling?
Close enough..
Cause it just follows..
None other..
Really hard la talking with people..
Sometimes being an observant not bad lo..
At least it's like watching drama..
Get to indulge in different characters' story..
Thing is..
Not all drama is happy ending..
Too bad..
I start to think that everything we had learn is what God want us to learn..
So that we'll be better prepared next time..
Bearing this thought in mind..
We would think that what's we preparing for?
That's what make us moving?
To feel is involuntary..
To have thoughts to explain how it felt is not a feeling..
Everyone that comes in contact with us is part of ourselves..
They made our history..
I say history cause we wont repeat anything that went wrong..
Just like all histories were..
Dont mind what i just said here..
Just a record in case i wanna see how crazy i was..
Just another lame old bored post that craps over time..

Valentine Matchday

Today was like WAO...
Cause flowers that were bought yesterday gotta bring it LRT all the way from taman jaya to cheras...
Gosh my part of work was until just buy and deliver them safely for WJ and ethan to handle...
Kind of funny when people were looking at us...
It's like so early this group of people start valentines day?
LoL...
I suggested this idea to give flowers to girls in the team that come today mainly cause we all have limited time to spend as a team...
So why not make every occasion something worth to remember?
Besides, the girls sacrifice their time today which they can get a day off to be with anyone that might date them..
So i think partly also the responsiblity of guys in the team to do something as token of appreciation...
I'll think of something to do when the next occasion comes...
Hope they got take picture with their flowers...

Scared and Happy?

Scared cause i went doctor this early morning.
Yesterday FINALLY the toe nail cracked.
Scared not cause the physical pain.
Scared cause the time is running out soon.
Time is what that i have to be with my team of friends.
Though not all is leaving.
But it just wont feel the same with the same peoples around.
Scared it'll minus some of the time.
Ya Ya Ya....
I'm thinking far far away again...
Still i'm glad that we all can spent time together.
Have fun.
Was cyber-ing at sri petaling after meeting with doctor.
With huan, will, casey, hon, sam, and darren.
5 hours just like few blink of eyelids.
Sometimes just wish there were more time to have.
Actually we skip our lunch in the process.
So..
We chao to telefon restaurant for lunch-dinner.



casey with the oyster ice cream..



sam and the pineapple lollipop..



huan with his stunt again...look clearly..

Start Understanding The Concept of Psychology

Some things in life cause people to feel, these are called emotional reactions. Some things in life cause people to think, these are sometimes called logical or intellectual reactions. Thus life is divided between things that make you feel and things that make you think. The question is, if someone is feeling, does that mean that they are thinking less? It probably does. If part of your brain is being occupied by feeling, then it makes sense that you have less capacity for thought. That is obvious if you take emotional extremes, such as crying, where people can barely think at all. This does not mean that emotional people are not intelligent; it just means that they might be dumber during the times in which they are emotional. Emotion goes on and off for everyone, sometimes people cry, and sometimes they are completely serious............

-Mark Pettinelli

More on http://cnx.org/content/m14358/latest/

Its actually the way of how people see things.

Those that are trapped is just because they have not yet found the exit.

I found mine when i come across this.

Kinda.

Its just a way release.

A view from a different aspect.

Re : Yi Ping's Tag

tagged by: yi ping



The Rules:

1. Take picture of yourself at this instant

2. Don't change your clothes, Don't fix your hair. Just take a picture

3. Post the picture taken with NO EDITING

4. Post your picture with the instructions

5. Tag 8 people




..o.O?..my pic..? told 'ya internet is down...haha..



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Help Me if You Have Any Ideas

Gosh.
My toe nail seems like gonna get detached anytime should any impact happens on it. (i think)
I checked internet.
Say until there's chances of getting fungus infection.
Zzz.
Then those forum say about bleeding, removal, infection etc.
If have not yet eat sure no appetite eat lo.
I need to know anything that can help me delay the detachment.
As in during tournament on 14/2.
Need start to get prepared for the worst.

Still..."Ghosted"

"Comparison are easily done

once you've a taste of perfection....."

-lyrics from thinking of you by katy perry

We do feel sad.

Cause we had been in the perfection of happiness before.

We tend to compare with better ones.

Feel left out, isolated, jeolous, other weird behaviour etc.....

Cause we do not have what other have.

That's why we feel so.

It's normal i guess.

Helping other en route to their perfection was sometimes a contradiction.

Cause part of the work is helping our own self.

And facing our own ghost.

Are we doing ourselves a big help by helping ourselves?

Or are we going back to be haunted?

Do we pretend to be ok?

Or do we learn to be ok?

Who can help?

And who needs help?