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How does it feel to be someone who exist but seemingly invisible?
A shadow's feeling?
Close enough..
Cause it just follows..
None other..
Really hard la talking with people..
Sometimes being an observant not bad lo..
At least it's like watching drama..
Get to indulge in different characters' story..
Thing is..
Not all drama is happy ending..
Too bad..
I start to think that everything we had learn is what God want us to learn..
So that we'll be better prepared next time..
Bearing this thought in mind..
We would think that what's we preparing for?
That's what make us moving?
To feel is involuntary..
To have thoughts to explain how it felt is not a feeling..
Everyone that comes in contact with us is part of ourselves..
They made our history..
I say history cause we wont repeat anything that went wrong..
Just like all histories were..
Dont mind what i just said here..
Just a record in case i wanna see how crazy i was..
Just another lame old bored post that craps over time..