Back 2 Nightmare

..o shit..hol end..
n seems lk everythin turned gloomy again..
sigh..back 2 coll d..
sigh..really wish cud hav more time wit fren..

i hate fights..which kinda bgin 2 show itself through assignment n stuff..
really hard 2 find same frens s wat i hav now..
which at least noe n understand me..
its lk s if im in da survivor series in coll..
hectic..pressure..hardly laugh..hmm..

i found out wat's been keepin me sad..
its habit..n oso loneliness..
habit cuz of......habit...
loneliness cuz i find no sense of belonging at current life if witout fren 2 chat..
the earlier was no longer a prob now..
in fact im really happy..
cuz...blessin in disguise finally show itself i guess..
wat that mite turn out 2 b a bad endin had now turn a rare sight..
the latter i still need time 2 adjust myself in coll..

ppl say habit can change..
but hw often v'll c a person change his habit?..
especially if da habit is somethin worth every moment 2 treasure..
habit show hw u react 2 ur surroundin..n hw it affect u..
changin it show sincerity n determination..
n wat u've promised 2 some1..

im tryin new postin style..
u guys tink wud tis post's postin style better than da previous posts?..
do tell me wat u tink ya..
cuz i tink this wud appear easier 2 read..