Something Bad Gonna Happen

I don't know why but i can feel that it's coming. I don't want history to be repeat again. Like last time when we are having sunday practise but then everything fell apart. To few people, transport problem and so on. One by one, everyone that i know will be leaving. This time the tranport problem will definately be an issue. We all will be like thousands mile apart. Huan to UK or USA, Hon to Inti nilai, Bryan'll be leaving too i guess, Ping also. Sometimes why these thing'll happen?If there's the necessity to feel sad when friends leaving, why god meet us?It's so strange. Maybe i have not yet know my college friends deep enough yet. But i do feel like communicating with NPCs(non-player characters) like in online game. It's so not real. Whenever i'm in college, i'll think of my usual gang of friends. It's like you'll miss home when you are far away from it. That feeling. They are like my family i guess. Like i said to hon, it's more hurtful than broke up. Because broke up is just a piece of memory, friendship are a collection full of happy, sad, arguements and much more in it. But the feeling of losing grasp on it feels like what happening to you is coming to a halt. Well, maybe i'm thinking alot again. That's what you guys would say to me. But now it's like everytime we gather together it's like or gonna be like our last. How i wish it's so not true. How i wish i could know you guys again.