Again

So sorry today...
That shouldn't be happening..
Not what had i thought it would turn out to be as today..
Planned to have a fun day...
Planned to smile more...
Planned to joke abit...
But not like what that had happened..
Think i know the reason..Maybe...
Maybe when i wasn't involved..It does feel left out..
Thats what the contrast is between morning and afternoon..
Maybe also cause these few days wasn't talking to ppl much...
Maybe that indirectly created the left out feeling...
Sorry that i have crossed that line..
Thought i've know how not to show it out..
My mistake..
Sorry to have scarred a day not meant to be like this...
I'll learn again...

Pyramid

I would say today is a mini celebration to the LEOs(me, hon and ruyan) that i know.
So outting in pyramid.
Loong and ch is also part of the five people group.
Just had some normal activities there.
Bowling, skating, and tea break i should say?
Haha.
Don't get CINDERELLA from wong kok.
Cause its not as good as 魔鬼神话.
LoL.....
At least today had bit more fun than the usual holidays that i had la.
ps : skating still bit bored to me though....

Birthday

Today was practically woke up by sms.
But its a nice thing to see when its a wish.
Haha..
There's alot of wishes in facebook and few in smses and call.
Thanks again even though i've been saying this the whole day.
Was kinda free since i'm in semester break.
So does ethan....
Suddenly came without me having time to prepare...
Scared me.
Haha..
Thanks again for the lunch ya ethan.
Then its back to normal routine with computer and facebook.

Rain

Rain by spider13bug

Both Happy and Scared

Happy cause i met u...
Scared cause of what i am....
I'd prefer to see you as you are.
With that smile.
With that personality.
Just you.

Kuantan Trip

Came back from the trip today.
So miss the trip.
Every single details of it.
The people that was in the trip.
The atmosphere.
The laughters.
The poker cards.
The hill climbing.
The water, sand and air of the Teluk Cempedak beach.
The feeling when its all over when we reaches school.
The feeling of wanted to being there again again and again.

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empty_by_maruhana_bachi

Of Crow and I

Sigh.
Bad day.
Kena attack by crow.
Don't know why it happen also.
Weird.
So many superstitious things in mind now.
LOL.
Hope nothing la.

Note

Melancholy melody sounds for rift that was once flawless.
Time stops for the moment we fall but never halt when we wish it would.
But be brave to look forward.
Fight for all those that been there, was there, always there or might not be there when we fell.

"....When we meet, a bond between us is born for the first time. Our hearts aren't inside our bodies. When we think of something, or care about someone, that is where our hearts are born. If you were the only person in the entire world, then your heart wouldn't be anywhere. If your heart is here, then that's why you should be here....In the fights to come, there's one thing that you must never, ever do. Don't die alone....We entrust our hearts to our friends. If you entrust it to your friends, it will continue to live on inside of them. So, don't you dare die alone...."

-Kaien, Bleach episode 160-

Alone by ~Polasko

Artist's Comments
closeup/cropped center of 'Alone', 4ftx8ft, oil on wood panel, 2005

~Polasko and his quote "There are some people who live in a dream world, and there are some who face reality; and then there are those who turn one into the other."~Douglas Everett