Again

So sorry today...
That shouldn't be happening..
Not what had i thought it would turn out to be as today..
Planned to have a fun day...
Planned to smile more...
Planned to joke abit...
But not like what that had happened..
Think i know the reason..Maybe...
Maybe when i wasn't involved..It does feel left out..
Thats what the contrast is between morning and afternoon..
Maybe also cause these few days wasn't talking to ppl much...
Maybe that indirectly created the left out feeling...
Sorry that i have crossed that line..
Thought i've know how not to show it out..
My mistake..
Sorry to have scarred a day not meant to be like this...
I'll learn again...