Of Fire Dance and Ice Dance

Love Fire Dance alot!
My primary band's winning theme back in 2002.
Many standard 6 nice memory there.
Prefect. Won band competition. Made a girl cry. Like that girl. Etc.
So many memories.
Sounds so childhood and childish.
Fire burn brief though.
Ice eventually took over from it.
Found Ice Dance recently.
It was produced in 1990.
Johnny Depp's movie.
Edward Scissorhands.

Fire is to warm.
Warm oneself or people around it.
When it die, often cold comes.
How to light a fire?
Is mood its starter?
Or is it through breaking free from a winter?
Should we start fire?
Or should we wait someone else to start it?
Fact is there won't be fire unless someone starts it.
Problem is who would take the first step.
Ironically is the person who doesn't wish to see the other die of winter.
Maybe if a person worth less compare to the others, that person would just be left out.
We are travellers in the journey of life, collecting senses and colours.

Re: Tag by William Shak"speare" =.=|||

1. The person who tagged you
William Shak Soo Wei. 901126-xx-xxxx. WANTED.

2. Your relationship with him/her is
Classified. Shhh.

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
=X times 5 . *Subject to violation of privacy.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
dun really recall. sry !

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
refer ans # 4.

6. If he/she becomes your lover you will
ask GOD whats wrong with humans nowadays.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
pls go thailand do surgery 1st.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will
refer ans # 6.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
refer ans #8.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now
refer ans # 9.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is
18SG, U, 18PL, PG13, wat else...hmmm..

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Weird, 18SG etc?

13. The characters you love of yourself are
refer ans # 10?

14.On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself
*overloading errors*. *application is terminated*.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is
derno?

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them
To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.
*SKIP*

Not Good Enough

Often we found ourselves at the top of our world.
Looking to the others and says I'm not wrong.
How often will we even judge ourselves wrong?
That's cause we never really look into how others think.
It might be good enough for us.
But it would definately tell a different story for the others.
To feel "realized" takes quite some time.
To feel "puzzled" or "upset" would be the instant ones.
Back to the basic.
Learn from scratch.
Be motivated.
Accept the wrong.
Change anew.
Be thankful for the wrong cause it'll make you a better person.
Those that dares to say you wrong is definately your friend.
Cause they risk everything beautiful in exchange for your acceptance and understanding.

Re: Tag by william & denisa

001. Real name → In my IC
002. Nickname(s)→ My friends know
003/4. Zodiac sign → Horse
005. Male or female → Male
006. Elementary → Kindergarten near my place
007. Middle School → Middle school near my place also
008. High School → SMJK Katholik, not that near
009. College School → APIIT, very far
010. Hair color → Original
011. Long or short → Not long not short
012. Loud or Quiet → Not loud not quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Camera
015. Health freak → Kinda
016. Drink or Smoke? → Softdrink
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → mun hon, last week, m1v1+m2v2=0
018. Eat or Drink → I want both
019. Piercings → ouch, no
020. Tattoos → None

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → nonononono
024. First best friend → cant recall
025. First award → almost in erosion
026. First crush → m1v1+m2v2=0 ??
027. First pet → Terrapins, turtle or watever it called
028. First big vacation → Dunnno
030. First big birthday → Dunno

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Nothing
050. Drinking → Nothing
052. I'm about to → cont q.053
053. Listening to → my computer's sound
054. Plans for today → games, study, sleep
055. Waiting for → Something important??

FUTURE:
058. Want kids?→ = =
059. Want to get married? → = =
060. Careers in mind → Sit home and money come in itself

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → n/a
070. Shorter or taller? → n/a
072. Romantic or spontaneous → n/a
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → n/a
074. Sensitive or loud→ n/a
075. Hook-up or relationship → n/a
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → n/a

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → I have only 2 eyes
081. Ran away from home → So far no
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → thats cool, but no
083. Killed somebody → ya, in my dreams
084. Broken someone's heart → ya
085. Been arrested → So far so good, no
087. Cried when someone died → ya

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → last resort/solution when all fails is yourself
090. Miracles → doubt and believe
091. Love at first sight → Depends
092. Heaven → wait i K O, then i tell
093. Santa Claus → C'mon...
094 Tooth Fairy→ Man.....
095. Kiss on the first date→ swt?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → no
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → no complaints
099. Do you believe in God → theory and calming purpose, existance i dunno
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

Tag: People that see this. Pls be honest.

Sick liao

How good is it without sickness.
Once we had one, we will feel the significance of having something that will make the most out of our days.
Think i am having fever.
Feels like burning all over.
No energy.
Occasionally stomach pain also.
Damn sad.
Now no mood to do anything.
No appetite.
Sien.

One Litre of Tears

Actually that was a really nice short drama.
I have not yet finish that though.
But anyhow think i reached episode 6.
1 more to go i guess.
Below was just a direct translation.

"Even though i might be hurt by unintended views, but i understand at the same time there are views that warm my heart; That's why i wont avoid, because there's always this day." - episode 6[Unintended views].

"I wont say i want go back to that day, i must recognize who i am and live my life." - episode 5[Journal of an handicapped].

"Words like fate, can't be easily accepted by people" - episode 3[Why i was picked].

These words are from the diary of the real story of Aya Kitou.

........

How does it feel to be someone who exist but seemingly invisible?
A shadow's feeling?
Close enough..
Cause it just follows..
None other..
Really hard la talking with people..
Sometimes being an observant not bad lo..
At least it's like watching drama..
Get to indulge in different characters' story..
Thing is..
Not all drama is happy ending..
Too bad..
I start to think that everything we had learn is what God want us to learn..
So that we'll be better prepared next time..
Bearing this thought in mind..
We would think that what's we preparing for?
That's what make us moving?
To feel is involuntary..
To have thoughts to explain how it felt is not a feeling..
Everyone that comes in contact with us is part of ourselves..
They made our history..
I say history cause we wont repeat anything that went wrong..
Just like all histories were..
Dont mind what i just said here..
Just a record in case i wanna see how crazy i was..
Just another lame old bored post that craps over time..

Valentine Matchday

Today was like WAO...
Cause flowers that were bought yesterday gotta bring it LRT all the way from taman jaya to cheras...
Gosh my part of work was until just buy and deliver them safely for WJ and ethan to handle...
Kind of funny when people were looking at us...
It's like so early this group of people start valentines day?
LoL...
I suggested this idea to give flowers to girls in the team that come today mainly cause we all have limited time to spend as a team...
So why not make every occasion something worth to remember?
Besides, the girls sacrifice their time today which they can get a day off to be with anyone that might date them..
So i think partly also the responsiblity of guys in the team to do something as token of appreciation...
I'll think of something to do when the next occasion comes...
Hope they got take picture with their flowers...

Scared and Happy?

Scared cause i went doctor this early morning.
Yesterday FINALLY the toe nail cracked.
Scared not cause the physical pain.
Scared cause the time is running out soon.
Time is what that i have to be with my team of friends.
Though not all is leaving.
But it just wont feel the same with the same peoples around.
Scared it'll minus some of the time.
Ya Ya Ya....
I'm thinking far far away again...
Still i'm glad that we all can spent time together.
Have fun.
Was cyber-ing at sri petaling after meeting with doctor.
With huan, will, casey, hon, sam, and darren.
5 hours just like few blink of eyelids.
Sometimes just wish there were more time to have.
Actually we skip our lunch in the process.
So..
We chao to telefon restaurant for lunch-dinner.



casey with the oyster ice cream..



sam and the pineapple lollipop..



huan with his stunt again...look clearly..

Start Understanding The Concept of Psychology

Some things in life cause people to feel, these are called emotional reactions. Some things in life cause people to think, these are sometimes called logical or intellectual reactions. Thus life is divided between things that make you feel and things that make you think. The question is, if someone is feeling, does that mean that they are thinking less? It probably does. If part of your brain is being occupied by feeling, then it makes sense that you have less capacity for thought. That is obvious if you take emotional extremes, such as crying, where people can barely think at all. This does not mean that emotional people are not intelligent; it just means that they might be dumber during the times in which they are emotional. Emotion goes on and off for everyone, sometimes people cry, and sometimes they are completely serious............

-Mark Pettinelli

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Its actually the way of how people see things.

Those that are trapped is just because they have not yet found the exit.

I found mine when i come across this.

Kinda.

Its just a way release.

A view from a different aspect.