Saturday, May 3, 2008

Letting It Go

..never thought of tis song wud sound so real now..hmm..journey that crosses each other b4'll eventually separate each other..there'll b pain n sadness s both journey entangled each other 4 a long time..but it'll b fine..cuz both shared many beautiful memories 2gather..da stars' bottle..da 1st movie..da 1st kiss..da bbq nite..da arguement..n many otherz.........both'll cont their journey hoping each other da best of luck..one'll still always look after da other 1..ensure that there's no harm or gloominess appear..cuz 1'll still love da other very much..even though da cruelty of fact did seperate both..

Friday, May 2, 2008

Wat is Balance?

..find it so hard 2 achieve nowadays...s in relationship..n da balance between college life n rest time..at times i'd feel lk quitin everythin n juz rest at home..nothin that'll bother me then..sometimes when a certain expectation is set..ppl tend 2 hope that it wud turn out that way..da fact is nothin'll turn out 2 b wat u wan in tis world..there'll always b setbacks..so that u'll noe wats important n wat's not..i guess i've expect 2 much..cuz it's not parallel wit wat've i expected 2 b..it turn out that v actually doesn't noe each other well..is it 2 b cont expectin again or juz put it on a permanent halt?..things wud b pretty much da same s wats happenin now til both agree on a path..

Busted U8

...next time or on july..u wont b able 2 beat us again..cuz i saw hw u guys play d..n there's not much space of improvement 4 u guys d..noe y v lost?..cuz v din plan our tactics..n s far s im concerned..u guys did hav some tactics which v din used b4..v now on our changin phrase..wait til u c us again..n im sure my team mates'll b lookin 4ward 2 send u guys 2 dustbin..

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Finally - Fergie

Finally - Fergie

Songwriters: Stacey Ferguson, Stefanie Ridel, John Legend

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream

Cinderella theme

Crazy as it seems

Always knew that deep inside that there would come that day

But I would have to wait make so many mistakes

I couldn't comprehend as I watched it unfold

This classic story told I left it in the cold

Walking through unopened doors that led me back to you

Each one unlocking more of the truth

I finally stopped tripping on my youth

I finally got lost inside of you

I finally know I needed to grow

And finally my mate has met my soul

Finally

Now my destiny can begin

Though we will have our differences

Something strange and new is happening

Finally

Now my life doesn't seem so bad

Its the best that I've ever had

Give my love to him finally

I remember the beginning you already knew

I acted like a fool

Just trying to be cool

Fronting like it didn't matter

I just ran away

On another face

Was lost in my own space

Found what its like to hurt selfishly was scared to give of me

Afraid to just believe

I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place

Stumbled through the nets that I have made

Finally got out of my own way

I've Finally started living for today

I finally know I needed to grow

And finally my mate has met my soul

Finally

Now my destiny can begin

Though we will have our differences

Something strange and new is happening

Finally

Now my life doesn't seem so bad

Its the best that I've ever had

Gave my love to him Finally

Finally, Finally

Finally

Now my destiny can begin

Though we will have our differences

Something beautiful is happening, is happening

Finally

Now my life doesn't seem so bad

Its the best that I've ever had

Give my love to him finally

ohhhhhhh, Finally, Finally, Finally

..kinda lk tis song..bloggin time gettin less now..da assignments all at once man..hmm..heavy..

Monday, April 28, 2008

1st Day Absent In College

..sigh..ruin my record..absent liao 2day..doc said cuz mayb intestine got stretched or tangled 2gather..no wonder pain 4 bout 12 hours..hmm..cant sleep well oso..damn pain..2day got mc so rest..doc said cant exerxise 4 a week wo..how can..dun care bout his advise le..mayb juz try not 2 play so pok lo tis thurs..hmm..hav 2 eat non greasy nor fried stuff..then doc giv me eat charcoal..-_-"..really scared stomach ache liao..hmm..gonna watch iron man tis fri..hope its a nice movie le..

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Wo Huai Nian De

我 怀 念 的 - Stefanie Sun

我 問 為 什 么 那 女 孩 傳 簡 訊 給 我

而 你 為 什 么 不 解 釋 低 著 頭 沉 默

我 該 相 信 你 很 愛 我 不 愿 意 敷 衍 我

還 是 明 白 你 已 不 想 挽 回 什 么

想 問 為 什 么 我 不 再 是 你 的 快 樂

可 是 為 什 么 卻 苦 笑 說 我 都 懂 了

自 尊 常 常 將 人 拖 著 把 愛 都 走 曲 折

假 裝 了 解 是 怕 真 相 太 赤 裸 裸

狼 狽 比 失 去 難 受

我 怀 念 的 是 無 話 不 說

我 怀 念 的 是 一 起 做 夢

我 怀 念 的 是 爭 吵 以 后 還 是 想

要 愛 你 的 沖 動

我 記 得 那 年 生 日 也 記 得 那 一 首 歌

記 得 那 片 星 空 最 緊 的 右 手 最 暖 的 胸 口

誰 記 得 誰 忘 了

想 問 為 什 么 我 不 再 是 你 的 快 樂

可 是 為 什 么 卻 苦 笑 說 我 都 懂 了

自 尊 常 常 將 人 拖 著 把 愛 都 走 曲 折

假 裝 了 解 是 怕 真 相 太 赤 裸 裸

狼 狽 比 失 去 難 受

我 怀 念 的 是 無 話 不 說

我 怀 念 的 是 一 起 做 夢

我 怀 念 的 是 爭 吵 以 后 還 是 想

要 愛 你 的 沖 動

我 記 得 那 年 生 日 也 記 得 那 一 首 歌

記 得 那 片 星 空 最 緊 的 右 手 最

暖 的 胸 口

我 怀 念 的 是 無 言 感 動

我 怀 念 的 是 絕 對 炙 熱

我 怀 念 的 是 你 很 激 動 求 我 原

諒 抱 的 我 都 痛

我 記 得 你 在 背 后 也 記 得 我 顫 抖 著

記 得 感 覺 洶 涌 最 美 的 煙 火 最 長 的 相 擁

誰 愛 的 太 自 由 誰 過 頭 太 遠 了

誰 要 走 我 的 心 誰 忘 了 那 就 是 承 諾

誰 自 顧 自 地 走 誰 忘 了 看 著 我

誰 讓 愛 變 沉 重 誰 忘 了 要 給 你 溫 柔

(我 怀 念 的) 我 還 有 想 要 愛 你 的沖 動

我 記 得 那 年 生 日 也 記 得 那 一 首 歌

記 得 那 片 星 空 最 緊 的 右 手 最 暖 的 胸 口

我 放 手 我 讓 座 假 洒 脫

誰 懂 我 多 么 不 舍 得

太 愛 了 所 以 我 沒 有 哭 沒 有 說

..wanna find tis song quite sometime ago d..now found it..tis song is nice yet every word is so meaningful..sometimes ppl'll oni appreciate things after they lost it..but often it'll b 2 late 2 do anythin when somethin is lost..i recalled back that time..recalled every moment used 2 b 2gather..thats wat i can feel through tis song..glad that v r back 2gather now..hmmm..college assignment is piling up d..so hard 2 catch breath on weekdays..wats left is juz weekends that i hope at least there's time 2 b wit her n 2 b enjoyed..in bout 7 more hours man u gonna take on barcelona..all da best 2 man u..

Friday, April 18, 2008

Changes

..life is not a constant..things'll change..n v live 2 learn n 2 adapt..v learn though wat v c, hear, touch, smell n taste..2 c or not 2 c will explain wat is somethin from da outside..but 2 observe v'll c wat is inside..anger'll haze da truth..oni da 3rd party'll sometimes noe hw 2 differenciate..words r da same..words that v hear r not always wat they meant..but more lk a disguise 2 wat it is..words r lk triggers 2 emotions..diff type of sharpness n tones often'll lead 2 diff scenario..sometimes v'll juz speak from our emotions not knowin da consequence..sometimes a little 1st aid'll do..sometimes not even gods can help..wud it b better 2 b silent n keep da thoughts inside davy jones' locker?both yes n no..there's lie n white lie s da result of it..touch smell n taste on da other hand'll bcome less significant s v grew older..if life is juz illusions in our dream..will v b able 2 wake up from its nitemare?n cont in its sweet happy endin?

-i'm nuts-

Monday, April 14, 2008

Realize

Colbie Caillat - Realize

Take time to realize,

That your warmth is

Crashing down on in.

Take time to realize,

That I am on your side

Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,

No it's never gonna be that simple

No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,

Then we'd be perfect for each other

and will never find another

Just realized what I just realized

we'd never have to wonder if

we missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize

Oh-oh I'm on your side

didn't I, didn't I tell you.

Take time to realize

This all can pass you by

Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,

no it's never gonna be that simple

no I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized

then we'd be perfect for each other

then we'd never find another

Just realized what I just realized

we'd never have to wonder if

we missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same

no it's never the same if you don't feel it too.

If you meet me half way

If you would meet me half way.

It could be the same for you.

If you just realize what I just realized

then we'd be perfect for each other

then we'd never find another

Just realize what I just realized

we'd never have to wonder

Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

OoOoOOo

missed out on each other now

missed out on each other now

Realize, realize

realize, realize

..kinda realize things recently..many things..it's gud 2 learn though..college life still s hectic s ever..still there's more 2 come..more 2 face..more 2 bare..more 2 let go..another defination of wats life is..n pls dun tag me la..lz plus tag not fun d..n sorry if i din go 2 some of u guys' blog..bit tired when i reach home d..not much time 2 check out..but i promise i'll spend sometime on it de k..

Monday, April 7, 2008

Late Update Again Er Me




..tournament day on 5/4 @uitm shah alam..gh pick da team name s el ninos..means da kids..really happy tis tournie..finally can meet fi..really miss her alot..v went there by bus n every1 hav 2 reach chs by 7..no1 late though..v won our 1st match against nottingham 8-1 i tink..but lost da 2nd 1 6-1 2 da host..3rd natch won 5-2 if not mistaken..cant rmb da score d..but eventually got #4 la..gosh no flyin naan..if not no hope 2 play..i still rmb da fun part where some of us get under da big umbrella 4 shelter against rain..tink i'm da 1 that 'found' that nice place 2 hide from rain..v lower da umbrella then bout 9 of us shelter under it..kinda cosy in there..no much wind get through there..i n my fi keepin each other warm while playin grace de 'high' game..kc n sj de team called jin choon..i n fi de called jiun fai..grace n deni de called zi sim..then mh n kihraan de called kihhon..very funny..haha..after our last match i got a suprize..every1 came back from their mud slide lk very normal..then all of a sudden every1 grab me n toss me in2 da mud pool..ewh..i was lk a mud-man..u can c in da pics..haha..really miss da fun v had there..especially missin her after she went home after da team dinner at ipoh chic rice..v had our own little private moment though in da bus..its gonna b another week til i c her again..college life back again n its tiring n bz..really wish everyday is weekend er......

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Not again..

..start bz liao..so update'll b kinda late..so tired..summore college de work no plaguerism..sien..now i gotta try cite every source i use liao..

tagged by teh ping again..no........

-You-
First Name
ka fai
Nickname
dun wish 2 tell..ask my fren lar..
Name you wish you had
mine is not bad..any'll do..
What do people normally mistake your name as
ka"h" fai..got 1 extra "h"..zz..need 2 clarify everytime..
Birthday
18 August 1990
Birthplace
Assunta Hospital, PJ
Time of Birth
wanna put a curse on me meh?
Single or taken
taken jor..
Zodiac sign
Leo

-Your Appearence-
How tall are you
din measure long time d..
Wish you were taller
ya
Ideal height
tall la..
Eye color
Dark brown
Eye color you want
any colour
Natural Hair color
black
Current Hair color
Black
Short or long hair
short
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color
no..me guai..
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair
nope..
Glasses or contacts
nope..
Do you wear make-up
i'm a guy la dude..zz..
Ever had hair extensions
no..told u im a guy..
Paint your nails
no..gal's thing..

-In the opposite gender-
What color eyes
any
What color hair
now da questions sounds lk a disipline teacher..any
Shy or Outgoing
Outgoing
Looks or personality
Both..
Sexy or Cute
sien question..
Serious or Fun
fun
Older or Younger than you
issue question
A turn on
ntg..
A turn off
ntg..
Flowers or Chocolates
4 me?or da opposite?if me choc..if opposite both
Pepsi or Coke
u mean choice of drink?or wat?dun really get it..
Rap or Rock
again..dun get it..
Relationship or One night stand
1st 1..who set tis q le?
School or Work
dun get it..
Love or Money
dun get it..
Movies or Music
dun get it..i dunno da Qs in tis section is referin 2 who le..da instruction not clear!!!
Country or City
dun get it..
Sunny or Rainy
dun..get ..it..
Friends or Family
dun get it..

-Have you ever-
Lied
ya..
Stole something
nope..
Smoked
no
Hurt someone close to you
define hurt here..
Had your heart broken
ya..
Wondered what was wrong with you
no
Wish you were a prince/princess
no
Liked someone who was taken
nope
Shaved your head
mayb
Been in love
ya
Used chopsticks
ya
Sang in the mirror to yourself
no..

-Favourite-
Flower
orchid
Candy
chewing/buble gum, vita-C, lolipop, n other nice de la choc oso
Song
nice de songs..
Scent
not 2 strong de..i hate stong scent..
Color
white, black, blue, grey, orange
Movie
nice de movie lor..
Singer
s long s got nice song
Junk food
i can eat anythin..cuz i wont get fat..
Website
at da moment my blog lo..
Locations
fun places
Animal
tortoise?i guess..my pet wat..
Ever cried over someone
no
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself
weird bhaviour?
Do you think you're attractive
no
Do you play any sports
ya..any sports bside water based de..cuz i dunno swim..

i hav no rule 2 set la..plus i lz 2 tag ppl..so done liao la me..now preparin 2 go college liao..i wan rest ar!!