i lost alot of interest and expectation of you

i never like any arguments

every argument deter my impression of that person

you included

thing that u want, for me its just something symbolic thats all

cant believe i'd go against myself to get the thing u want

makes me wonder why i'd do so

all those stupid requirements

must i do everything like in your fairy tale?

sometimes your persistence really annoyed me

Can't believe i'm actual in a kid's fight

Why cant they just stop it

I feel like my thoughts cant reach them

Simply cause their sounds over-volumed over mine

But i'll try at least

If things goes bad and i cant do anything more

Then i'll just stand and stop and walk a different divergence

I'm just not suited to be in long wars

我觉得我开始不认识你了

I feel quiet

Seems lost touch with people

Too used to being solo?

Topicless

Oh well

Can't feel support

Tired

Exhausted

I wanna see the bright blue sky while lying down

And sounds of bird in the morning

Some peaceful dream

Oh randomness

On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright
Then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised
Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes
But you'll always be my hero
Even though you've lost your mind

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie

Now there's gravel in our voices
Glass is shattered from the fight
In this tug of war, you'll always win
Even when I'm right
'Cause you feed me fables from your hand
With violent words and empty threats
And it's sick that all these battles
Are what keeps me satisfied

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie

So maybe I'm a masochist
I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave
Til the walls are goin' up
In smoke with all our memories

This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
Smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
Hush baby, speak softly, tell me you'll be sorry
That you pushed me into the coffee table last night
So I can push you off me
Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
Run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy
Baby, without you, I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me
Then tell me how ugly I am, but that you'll always love me
Then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
Destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we
Know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs
That we'll have each other's backs, 'cause we're that lucky
Together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of molehills,
You hit me twice, yeah, but who's countin'?
I may have hit you three times, I'm startin' to lose count
But together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain
Our love is crazy, we're nuts, but I refused counsellin'
This house is too huge, if you move out I'll burn all two thousand
Square feet of it to the ground, ain't shit you can do about it
With you I'm in my f-ckin' mind, without you, I'm out it

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie

Love the way you lie

Hohoho explosivess =D

"Today, I get to share with you the visual companion piece to my new single, 'Grenade.' The song is about loving someone so deeply, and the pain of knowing that the person you love does not feel the same. The actions in this video serve as a metaphor, and should not be taken literally. I am aware of the power of visual media, and I encourage everyone who watches this video to understand that it is an artistic interpretation of the song, and not something to imitate." -- Bruno Mars

..love the metaphor...

....and this's lyrics...

Dislike after waiting reply from people then getting no answer

Dislike troubling others for my own convenience

Dislike being empty handed

Dislike going through troubles of getting things done

Dislike sometimes how things are handled

Dislike myself for being not flexible

Dislike pressure

But i really wanna fulfill our promise

Wanna continue with the glowstick

Wanna spent the day with you

Wanna see you

Thanks for thinking for me though

Appreciate it alot

But ya, sorry

I'd always had the habit of looking at my phone

In case i'd miss a message of yours or forgot to send my message to you

The morning you who always still on your bed when i message you

And the night you who always send message even when i fall asleep

The lameness etc

That's you

豆浆，油条，粥