I want to see that colour again. Its presence feel so comfortable. So worry-less. Everything is just so beautiful. I suppose all the things that make you feel that they are special are something that we wouldn't want to lost or something that would we would keep as one of our objectives in life to get through all the possible potholes. And we live cause of these peoples. Cause they bring you that close resemble of warm and joy. Something that is hard to descibe but easy to feel.
All was my problem. Its just not the scenarios that i had in mind. That's why i always complaint about things i guess. Being sceptical about others equals being a selfish person myself. But why being conscious about own actions can't prevent selfishness itself? Why did everything had to be so perfect? Things should be in their own control but not being one of my puppet. And i became lost in searching for it. Lost myself. And consumed by my own temper. Consciousness was overshaded by it. Lost way too many things that should had been where they were but not where they are.
Sometimes the best people to be with is not someone that u thought would suit to. They'd be there even when no one knows you need someone to cheer you up. Even if they don't know who are you. Looking forward for a real granddaughter like my "granddaughter". LOL. Thanks grand(HJ's fan and wife wannabe) !
Melodies of old rhythms. Gasping for air deep within. So close yet so far away. Prying eyes. Seek no truth. Glimpse of shadow. Hide and seek. Thorn in a free will smile. Pure innocence. Deceased shade. Orchid's pride. Moon and stars.
Dedicated to all the couples and happening love stories.
Songwriters: Caillat, Colbie Marie; Fagen, Timothy James; Mraz, Jason Thomas;
Do you heard me? I'm talking to you Across the water across the deep blue ocean Under the open sky, oh my, baby i'm trying
Boy i heard you in my dreams I feel your whisper across the sea I keep you with me in my heart You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where i have been Lucky to be coming home again Ohh, ohh, ohh
They don't know how long it takes Waiting for a love like this Everytime we say goodbye I wish we had one more kiss I'll wait for you I'll promise you, I will
I'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where i have been Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday
And so i'm sailing through the sea To an island where we'll meet You'll hear the music fill the air I'll put a flower in your hair
Through the breezes through trees Move so pretty you're all i see As the world keeps spinning 'round You hold me right here, right now
I'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where i have been Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday
Mine is a completely two different lives. One is which i like alot, miss alot, enjoy alot. The other is the road that i have to take. For the sake of future. No best of both world. Sacrifice one for another. Have to. Suddenly feel so wanted to enjoy that life i like. Just like a sudden thirst. Think its the only thing that drives me going these days. Just miss those familiar sounds. Feel so heavy-hearted to restart the weekend countdown timer over and over again. Wasn't it good to be able to watch and enjoy it a little longer and longer and longer.