All was my problem.
Its just not the scenarios that i had in mind.
That's why i always complaint about things i guess.
Being sceptical about others equals being a selfish person myself.
But why being conscious about own actions can't prevent selfishness itself?
Why did everything had to be so perfect?
Things should be in their own control but not being one of my puppet.
And i became lost in searching for it.
Lost myself.
And consumed by my own temper.
Consciousness was overshaded by it.
Lost way too many things that should had been where they were but not where they are.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Tale of an old folks?
Sometimes the best people to be with is not someone that u thought would suit to.
They'd be there even when no one knows you need someone to cheer you up.
Even if they don't know who are you.
Looking forward for a real granddaughter like my "granddaughter".
LOL.
Thanks grand(HJ's fan and wife wannabe) !
They'd be there even when no one knows you need someone to cheer you up.
Even if they don't know who are you.
Looking forward for a real granddaughter like my "granddaughter".
LOL.
Thanks grand(HJ's fan and wife wannabe) !
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Friend or Foe
Melodies of old rhythms.
Gasping for air deep within.
So close yet so far away.
Prying eyes.
Seek no truth.
Glimpse of shadow.
Hide and seek.
Thorn in a free will smile.
Pure innocence.
Deceased shade.
Orchid's pride.
Moon and stars.
Gasping for air deep within.
So close yet so far away.
Prying eyes.
Seek no truth.
Glimpse of shadow.
Hide and seek.
Thorn in a free will smile.
Pure innocence.
Deceased shade.
Orchid's pride.
Moon and stars.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
Friday, May 8, 2009
Lucky - J.Mraz ft. C.Caillat
Dedicated to all the couples and happening love stories.
Songwriters: Caillat, Colbie Marie; Fagen, Timothy James; Mraz, Jason Thomas;
Do you heard me? I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby i'm trying
Boy i heard you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where i have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ohh, ohh, ohh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Everytime we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I'll promise you, I will
I'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where i have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so i'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Through the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all i see
As the world keeps spinning 'round
You hold me right here, right now
I'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where i have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ohh ohh ohh
Ohh ohh ohh, ohh
Songwriters: Caillat, Colbie Marie; Fagen, Timothy James; Mraz, Jason Thomas;
Do you heard me? I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby i'm trying
Boy i heard you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where i have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ohh, ohh, ohh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Everytime we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I'll promise you, I will
I'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where i have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so i'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Through the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all i see
As the world keeps spinning 'round
You hold me right here, right now
I'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where i have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ohh ohh ohh
Ohh ohh ohh, ohh
Monday, May 4, 2009
Balancing
Mine is a completely two different lives.
One is which i like alot, miss alot, enjoy alot.
The other is the road that i have to take.
For the sake of future.
No best of both world.
Sacrifice one for another.
Have to.
Suddenly feel so wanted to enjoy that life i like.
Just like a sudden thirst.
Think its the only thing that drives me going these days.
Just miss those familiar sounds.
Feel so heavy-hearted to restart the weekend countdown timer over and over again.
Wasn't it good to be able to watch and enjoy it a little longer and longer and longer.
One is which i like alot, miss alot, enjoy alot.
The other is the road that i have to take.
For the sake of future.
No best of both world.
Sacrifice one for another.
Have to.
Suddenly feel so wanted to enjoy that life i like.
Just like a sudden thirst.
Think its the only thing that drives me going these days.
Just miss those familiar sounds.
Feel so heavy-hearted to restart the weekend countdown timer over and over again.
Wasn't it good to be able to watch and enjoy it a little longer and longer and longer.
Monday, April 27, 2009
Monash Music Fest
First impression of reaching there was like "wa".
Cause was kinda small for an event that would last for 12 hours.
Went there with hon, denisa and grace.
Then later met with denisa/grace's friend(forgot her name).
Then CH and CK came.
Think its CK's birthday around the corner.
Basicly was bit bored.
LoL.
Pretty much aimed for female consumer.
Even guys that attended mostly are promoters, or as a boyfriend.
Kesian the guys there.
Haha.
Either way at least better than stuck at home.
Grace would probably agree on this.
Oh ya.
The "goodie bag" that the organizer given out to us got those....
"7-11 specialty".......
LoL.
Since hon and me dont require those...
We gave them to denisa.
Utilize THEM ya denisa.
LoL.
This post was kinda late since whole day yesterday my internet is down.
Anyway i had fun that day la.
Cause was kinda small for an event that would last for 12 hours.
Went there with hon, denisa and grace.
Then later met with denisa/grace's friend(forgot her name).
Then CH and CK came.
Think its CK's birthday around the corner.
Basicly was bit bored.
LoL.
Pretty much aimed for female consumer.
Even guys that attended mostly are promoters, or as a boyfriend.
Kesian the guys there.
Haha.
Either way at least better than stuck at home.
Grace would probably agree on this.
Oh ya.
The "goodie bag" that the organizer given out to us got those....
"7-11 specialty".......
LoL.
Since hon and me dont require those...
We gave them to denisa.
Utilize THEM ya denisa.
LoL.
This post was kinda late since whole day yesterday my internet is down.
Anyway i had fun that day la.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Stars
Came home at about 8.30pm today.
The sky was clear of clouds unlike the other days.
Been long time since i saw stars decorating the sky.
Feel so comfortable.
My class was not bad after all.
All of them are friendly and nice.
Should be glad i guess.
Conversely its the other side of my life which i thought would be the better one starts to show its dullness.
The sky was clear of clouds unlike the other days.
Been long time since i saw stars decorating the sky.
Feel so comfortable.
My class was not bad after all.
All of them are friendly and nice.
Should be glad i guess.
Conversely its the other side of my life which i thought would be the better one starts to show its dullness.
Monday, April 6, 2009
Frisbee Camp
I really had fun times at it.
Just like a movie.
Got climax.
Got happy ending.
Got happy, got not so happy.
Got nervous moments.
Love all the stupid ghost jokes.
Love the chor dai ti "tournament".
Mr Micheal actually did make it more memorable.
Cause if he wasn't there, then the frisbee camp chapter wasn't that complete.
Now waiting ethan to upload his "New Folder" of the camp.
Just like a movie.
Got climax.
Got happy ending.
Got happy, got not so happy.
Got nervous moments.
Love all the stupid ghost jokes.
Love the chor dai ti "tournament".
Mr Micheal actually did make it more memorable.
Cause if he wasn't there, then the frisbee camp chapter wasn't that complete.
Now waiting ethan to upload his "New Folder" of the camp.
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