Help Me if You Have Any Ideas

Gosh.
My toe nail seems like gonna get detached anytime should any impact happens on it. (i think)
I checked internet.
Say until there's chances of getting fungus infection.
Zzz.
Then those forum say about bleeding, removal, infection etc.
If have not yet eat sure no appetite eat lo.
I need to know anything that can help me delay the detachment.
As in during tournament on 14/2.
Need start to get prepared for the worst.

Still..."Ghosted"

"Comparison are easily done

once you've a taste of perfection....."

-lyrics from thinking of you by katy perry

We do feel sad.

Cause we had been in the perfection of happiness before.

We tend to compare with better ones.

Feel left out, isolated, jeolous, other weird behaviour etc.....

Cause we do not have what other have.

That's why we feel so.

It's normal i guess.

Helping other en route to their perfection was sometimes a contradiction.

Cause part of the work is helping our own self.

And facing our own ghost.

Are we doing ourselves a big help by helping ourselves?

Or are we going back to be haunted?

Do we pretend to be ok?

Or do we learn to be ok?

Who can help?

And who needs help?

Signal Fire - Snow Patrol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I7taFtKZEDA

Don't know what happen with the embed of youtube.
So i just put the link.
Maybe my college computer ban gua.
I'll try access again later when i'm home.
The video of the clip was nice.
Child's drama version of spiderman.
And nice song.

Weird

Why sometimes when you found a whole lot of complaints but no one to talk with?
Why sometimes people turn back when they lost all the support that once made them so invulnerable?
Why must we always tell something that wasn't meant to be said?
Why sometimes we try so hard but it just won't turn out the way we hope it should be?
Why sometimes when we take a slow replay of everything that had happened we would have think differently?
Why being able to see a wide blue sky is always comfortable than lying on the bed watching the ceiling?
What made us as who we are but not telling us why we are?

Lame post..Weird thoughts..

Giving Better than Receiving

Today celebrating kc's birthday.
Actually was a day earlier but we had our custom that way.
Got hon to accompany me go buy present.
I bought two sets.
One for kc.
One for yi ping.
Sometimes buying a friend's present isn't about sharing the cost with another.
At least this time i don't plan to collect shares.
Feel happy when i'm always in something.
Vice versa.
Everyone is not perfect.
We all learn from what that make us fall.
Just that sometimes something is better kept in certain ways.
Life is full of possibilities.
I can see that.
But there are many different approches.
Some people prefer keep running the pace.
Some prefer staying back.
But i don't know where am i.
Staying back or looking forward.....
Maybe i keep on hesitating.
That's why i'm pretty much constant.

Re : Fi's & Will's & Denisa's Tag

[Instructions: Strike out the ‘NO’s’ OR underline/colour/bold the ‘YES’s’ AND tag 6 people after you’re done. ]

1. Coffee /Tea
2. Noodle / Rice
3. Ocean / Lake
4. Phone / Computer
5. Smsing / Calling
6. Durians / Fried Worms
7. Coke / Sprite
8. Cold weather / Hot weather
9. Pancakes / Waffles
10. Sand / Grass
11. Vanilla / Chocolate
12. Coughing / Sneezing
13. Paper / Plastic
14. Gold / Silver
15. Watermelon / Strawberry
16. Slippers / Shoes
17. Early Bird / Night owl
18. Books / Magazines
19. Tall / Short
20. Heaven Above / Paradise on Earth

Re : Denisa's Tag

1.What's your most favourite colour?
black or white

2. What is the most important to you?
family and friends

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
when i feel no purpose?

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
depends..

5. How many babies you want?
wait i hav gf 1st la..

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yes..duh..unless thr's pollution la..

7. What is your goal for this year?
b under "shiny weather"..

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
not really.."it's 1 in a million..chances of finding sum1 lk u...." (HSM3 track 2)

9. Who are your best friends?
depends gua..i dun lk classify these things..

10.What are you really afraid of?
"bad weather" tht strikes in life...

11. What do you want most?
fairy tale?

12. What's your opinion with Distance relationship?
it wont work..

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
ya..learnt tht..

14. What does flying means to you?
when dreams come true?

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
fun?

16. single or in a relationship?
single..

17. What you want to achieve most in life?
live with purpose and not walk withouy shadow..

18. Who you wish to live your life with?
every1..cuz u wont noe wat is tear until sum1 make u cry..

19. What is the worst case scenario happen to you in your life?
haiyo..wat passed is history la..

20.What do you wish for your birthday present?
sincerity

Christmasss...zzz..

Last christmas was not a good memory.
Remind me of the song - Last Christmas(if i'm correct on the song title).
Well, just gotta move on.
I've been in my cousin's place since last saturday.
"Christmas holidays" i can say. Haha.
Really had fun in denisa's xmas party.
Being happy is the panadol for the so-called misery.
Or maybe even the cure for it.
But at least i'm happy.
Its rare.
Not that i'm being moody or sad all the while.
But its just cant feel anything.
Neutral to be exact.
Weirdo.
Hope CNY would come real soon.
I would rather not have any ang pao in exchange for a real smile.
Sumtimes find it hard to show it.
Bad actor.
Bit bored again.

Musical Tesla Coils Play Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairy [Electrifying !!]

Matchday 2

Matchday 2 of the MUL.
Really appreciate those that allow el nino to play the 5:2 format.
Even though they can do like KBU did.
Was kinda happy to win the 1st match.
Second match was a pile of rubbish. Craps.
Sorry if i reply my chatbox late.
Cuz i can't see the cbox's chatbox in my home.

I don't tell lies.
But often truth are hurtful for anyone to listen.
Even that is your friend.
I've spoke what i spoken.
Judge me however the voices in head sounds.
True friends are those that speaks not keep in silent.
I've no regrets knowing anyone in my life.
Good or bad.
Happy or sad.
Cuz they'll be my every jigsaw puzzle.
Disappointed? Ya.
But like wind. It'll just flew pass.

Thanks for every pieces that have connected my jigsaw puzzle.
Cuz of them i see myself.