Thoughts...

Yesterday really had an unhappy day.
And lost "something" during that disasterful day.
Assignment hard then fine.
But those people please stop bugging la.
I'm not a dictionary. Don't know everything.
Really pisssed when you're cracking for something.
Something else came to add the trouble.
Anyway passed up the assignment.
Really wish there's people that can make me feel better then.
But it didn't happen.
Think i almost understand what do a friend told me about friends.
But words that said is not same with the action taken.
Circumstances maybe?
Or just part of the human habit of being "hipocrit"(spelling error).
Well.
Whatever la.
Its not my matter.
Why do i care.
Just don't come for me when its back to problems.
And i know what i worst in.
Please don't point the finger before you cleared what that you don't see yourself.

1000 Words (Piano Version)

Found the nicest 1000 words piano.
Wasted few hours to download it from youtube.
Now i know how d.
Dont regret listening to it again.
The starting feel so sushi king.
Maybe cause of the similarity of the music tone i guess.
The whole song was pretty much perfect to me.
Especially the soft piano parts.
Just bit cacat in middle bit and ending.
So mixed feeling.
Songs or music are sometimes best listen through heart.
Close your eye and indulge in it.
I have the mp3 format if anyone wants.
Below is the link.

Tag is Like a Bacteria

Sniff sniff.....
Little gal infected me with TAG again....
But being a nice person i wont spread it around de...
Hehe..

Tagged by: little gal....
1. What day, date and time is it?checking..err..thurs,23rd oct 2008,2113
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?woa..complex..nid do survey 1st..
3. Have you ever thought of committing suicide?i dun wan turn ghost la..so ugly..
4. What would you do if you won the Miss Universe?i'll commit suicide..
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?i love all my frens*..
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?ppl say being loved is more blessed..but if no1 take da initiative 2 love some1 else then no1 will b loved..
7. What would be the most ideal way to wake up to in the morning?noe-ing tht sum1 will b looking 4 ur smile
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?wishes her all da best...
9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?question not specific..act 4 wat 1st?movie?
10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?depends on wats da previous break up is lo..
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time.?err..cant fantasy la..if not i got carry away whose gonna take responsibility?
12. What makes you happy?if u can make me smile then u made me happy..
13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?make sure im not in my dream still..
14. Would you give all in a relationship?love sum1 cant b more than 80%..
15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?woa..wont lk tis lo..i target 1 by 1 de..
16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?it depends..
17. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?latter..cuz u noe thr'll always b sum1 bhind u..not those things la..
18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told u that she/he is actually a prince/princess, what will u do?s if enchanted is LIVE?zz..rite..

So "MAN"

LOL.
Think i must be so crazy to post such thing.
I know how to change car tyre liao.
Not big deal.
Feel like doin it the second time lo.
I'm nuts i know.
LOL.

T@g by little gal

sounds like i kena bully le.
always tag me wan.
T.T

tagged by: little gal-yi ping =.=
1. Would you marry for money?no lo
2. Have you had braces?no oso..my teeth all in nice order
3. Could you live without a computer?CANT !!!(refer my previous post)+i'll b 2 bored
4. If you could live in a different decade which would it be?i lk now..
5. Do you drink enough water?no..if plain water no..
6. Do you wear shoes in the house or take em off?so lame la tis question..no shoe in house la..
7. What are your favorite fruits?well..kiwi?dragon fruit?mango?pear?n anything tht not taste bad..
8. What is your favorite place to visit?currently no..
9. Are you photogenic?im photo-phobia la..
10. Do you dream in color or black and white?i c images..but tink got colour gua..
11. Why do you take surveys?i'll take if its needed..if not juz screw it..
12. Do you drink alcohol?2% alcohol..
13. What is the most beautiful language?err......dunno..
14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?ask me again when i got gf..
15. WHAT do you like MOST: Sunrise or sunset?sunset.. cuz wont wake up 2 c sunrise
16. Do you want to live until you're 100 yrs old?if im wit da 1 i love..
17. Is a flat stomach important to you?i cant grow fat la
18. What body part of the opposite sex is sexiest?common sense la..but i tink eye oso..
19. When watching scary movies are the lights on or off?OFF !..more syok !
20. Do you believe in magic?s if it'll work?show off 2 gals then i tink can la..lol..
21. Do you believe in ghosts?really curious bout it but dun wish 2 c any..
22. Do you like to watch cartoons?YESH..spongebob!
23. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?4got liao..
24. Do you write poems?internet copy paste la..
25. Do you snore?search internet 4 tis.."y ppl snore"
26. You sleep more on your back, front,or sides?front
27. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?no thx..
28. Are you basically a happy person?emo person
29. Are you tired?da question getting lamer
30. Did you drink anything with caffeine?tink so
31. How do you take your coffee?...sip by sip? or maybe pouring them into a cup and carry it around?latter
32. How many landline/cellphones do you have in your house?dun so "ke po" pls
33. Do you get along with your parents?hmm..not really i guess
34. Do u smoke?no..da smell sucks la..curse all da smokers
35. Do you have a kitty?yes..human pet..lol..
36. Have you ever had a birthday party?err..personal 1 got la..wit fam..
37. What do you do when you're sad?shhhhhhhhh..juz b quiet..
38. What do you need most now?warmth when im cold
39. What song are you listening to now?To Zanarkand-orchestra(ff song)
40.what are you craving right now?holidays..

Reformated

Gosh this is a weekend that my window corrupted.
Bad things are that everything are LOST!
Including all the pictures, musics, and not to say GAMES !!
Sigh. Oh well.
Good things are that all the past memories that are kept in the computer is lost.
Its all released. Nothing for me to refer back to my past.
Little gal seems to be quite busy with her new boy friend i GUESS.
But she haven't notify the news to me yet, as in whether it's true anot.
Haha. Sounds "ke po" le me.
That's why i have NO reply! Hmph!
Think i'll have lesser fraction of time from her. Hmm. Sien.
I want my games back ah.......
Energy wont lost. It transfers.
Mine transfered to being with my friends and ocupy my time to talk and sms with them.
Thanks little gal for occupying partial of my time.
And to the others that helped me whether directly or indirectly. Thanks.
Everything that we've been through is just part of life that makes us stronger.
So that we wont tumble upon ourselves again in the future.

Myself Again

Back to only myself again?
Denisa has a point in saying every one needs friends.
But how is friends define?
Will they keep their words even if they don't realize that they'd broke it?
I really can't see what i hope for.
Can't lost them. Because they are the only ones left.
But i'm not any way close to them.

"No one is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry."

"Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when
we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful."

I'm just a substitute. Filing left over gaps.

I'm so Tired

Tired of cheating myself.
Tired of expecting alot which doesn't seems significant.
Tired of doing assignments.
Tired of argue-ing.
Tired of trying.
Tired of believing miracle.
Tired of being myself.
Who am i?
What do i care?
Why do i believe?
How is to try?

Tag Reply..zz

TAGGED by: yi ping
Instructions: Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
1. What are your nicknames?
ask my cat..she noes all..
2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
depends on mood..non any specific tho..
3. What kind of news do you read?
sports n entertainment lo..
4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
thts a gal question 4 sure..but fact is i wont get fat..so ntg 2 giv up!
5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
depends on de criteria of suviving..
6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
i dunno..lost direction in life?
7. What do you feel like doing right now?
watching love you lately mv..
8. If there's someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
i would..but dun plan 2 "hai" any ppl 4 now..
9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
lame lame n lame..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..i lz 2 do tag la...
10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
juz being who she is...
11. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
go google search la...there's oni will b those few ans..
12. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
sry lo..im very "select food"(cantonese)..
13. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
happy..tink i seriously nid tht..
14. If you have a chance, which part of you character would you like to change?
im an error in da beginning...2 much 2 chg d..
15. How do you see yourself in 10 years?
still alive...
16. What is the thing you love about yourself?
ntg...!
17. What is the type of song you like to listen to (music genre)?
if u noe me u'll noe...
18. What kind of supernatural powers you think you have?
im a human la...normal human...
19. What's your favourite time of the year?
rainning season.....

I tag no one....

Reason to The Question

What is the reason of us being here?
I really curious about the answer.
But i guess no one can really answer it.
To earn money? To find the missing pieces of our life?
Or to fill in the blank left by someone else?
Everything is so contrast with everything.
As in everything has its own oppposite.
Just like after a heavy downpour you will have a beautiful rainbow.
I saw another importance after losing one.
Maybe thats what that keeps us searching and going?
Maybe thats why we should learn to appreciate but not complaining?
Hmm. Dunno. But i do hope every nice thing will stay.