I'm so Tired

Tired of cheating myself.
Tired of expecting alot which doesn't seems significant.
Tired of doing assignments.
Tired of argue-ing.
Tired of trying.
Tired of believing miracle.
Tired of being myself.
Who am i?
What do i care?
Why do i believe?
How is to try?

Tag Reply..zz

TAGGED by: yi ping
Instructions: Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
1. What are your nicknames?
ask my cat..she noes all..
2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
depends on mood..non any specific tho..
3. What kind of news do you read?
sports n entertainment lo..
4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
thts a gal question 4 sure..but fact is i wont get fat..so ntg 2 giv up!
5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
depends on de criteria of suviving..
6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
i dunno..lost direction in life?
7. What do you feel like doing right now?
watching love you lately mv..
8. If there's someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
i would..but dun plan 2 "hai" any ppl 4 now..
9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
lame lame n lame..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..i lz 2 do tag la...
10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
juz being who she is...
11. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
go google search la...there's oni will b those few ans..
12. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
sry lo..im very "select food"(cantonese)..
13. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
happy..tink i seriously nid tht..
14. If you have a chance, which part of you character would you like to change?
im an error in da beginning...2 much 2 chg d..
15. How do you see yourself in 10 years?
still alive...
16. What is the thing you love about yourself?
ntg...!
17. What is the type of song you like to listen to (music genre)?
if u noe me u'll noe...
18. What kind of supernatural powers you think you have?
im a human la...normal human...
19. What's your favourite time of the year?
rainning season.....

I tag no one....

Reason to The Question

What is the reason of us being here?
I really curious about the answer.
But i guess no one can really answer it.
To earn money? To find the missing pieces of our life?
Or to fill in the blank left by someone else?
Everything is so contrast with everything.
As in everything has its own oppposite.
Just like after a heavy downpour you will have a beautiful rainbow.
I saw another importance after losing one.
Maybe thats what that keeps us searching and going?
Maybe thats why we should learn to appreciate but not complaining?
Hmm. Dunno. But i do hope every nice thing will stay.

Game On !

WEE...........
Won the sunway tournie yesterday along with all the el-ninos mates.
Think i wasn't playing that hard cause got struck down by flu n cough.
The final match was like mad weh.
We all got so pissed then el-ninos scored consecutively then sunway scored back.
So classic.
Anyway glad that we won.
Suffer too much sun burn until can't sleep well man.
And thanks capt. for KFC dinner yestaerday night.
Now waiting ping to update the team blog after her trial.

F***ing Day

There are certain kind of people that i pretty much dislike or to a certain extend HATE. People that broke promise, act smart, argue for no reason, cheater, or etc. These can be further elaborated though. Sometimes not just money or third party involvement will affect friendship, DO count games in as well. It's really "DU LAN" when your so called friend could lost thier cool and afford to go mouth-war with you just cause of something they themselves dont even clear of. Atop of that, screw that lrt scam MALAY. He have 2 days before i start swearing and cursing him. Feel so angry when all these things happen together. People to talk with? Sorry. No. In fact, close friends i don't really have. Pen-pal n friends yes. Blame me for saying so. Cause i can't see "IT" at all.

Happy Saturday

Happy are meant to be kept
Sad are to be forgetten
I'll miss 6th of september alot
Details on the team blog or ping's blog

What's Wrong With Me

I know sometimes i'm wrong in a way. But why i always screw things up. Even i knew before that i'm not supposed to do so. I really hate my unconsious self. It feel as if sometimes i'm the hulk and i don't wish to release the unconsious self out but somehow it did end up like the hulk-can't control. Someone seriously need to scold me for all that i've did wrong. I don't wanna spread the effect of my "disease" to those that i know. Because sometimes it'd be to late to know that you've hurt those that you never intend to hurt.

Early Celebration

Today got cake for me. Think its my first time from friends. Ya. It is. Was nice. Miaw gave card. LoL. So cute. Thanks little kitten. Hehe. Yesterday combo movie with ping, hon and gh. I watched Mirrors n Wall E. Both movie was nice. Aiya. I also dont know how to write. Was basicly going through same thing everyday la. Sounds dull le.

EMO?

I guess i was bit. Sorry guys.
Didn't mean it. But it juz came.
I still don't have much update though.
Aiya. Not much viewer here also la..

Nothing Much To Post Nia

Hmmm. I guess there's nothing much to be post at the moment. But i'm really glad that everyone is okay with theirs current life. Because if they are happy, i'll be happy too. Well, guys...we are planning a bbq party or gathering for el-ninos on a saturday this month most probably. After training at evening til about 9-10 i guess. Still in planning phase though. But looking forward to make it a real one.